http://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/?_c11_BlogPart_BlogPart=blogview&_c=BlogPart&partqs=catFANTASY%2bLOVEen-USSun, 20 Jul 2008 06:11:00 GMTSun, 20 Jul 2008 06:11:00 GMTMicrosoft Spaces v1.1http://www.rssboard.org/rss-specification60http://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/blog/feed.rssblogcategory-6800120644784334138onlyjingaprilhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!5348.entry<span style="font-family:宋体"> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">从前习惯把秘密藏在盒子里<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">最后连自己都忘记了<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312"><font color="#c00000">今 盒子空了 庆幸</font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">做梦 在梦里挣扎逃避 犯罪<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">梦醒了 抱着我的宝贝<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">傻瓜<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">脑袋不停的转 开始渐渐习惯你给我的简单折磨<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">神经病<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">那种陶醉我喜欢<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">左手握着 右手寻找<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">傻瓜<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312"> </span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312"><font color="#c00000">雨天打同一把伞<span lang=EN-US> </span></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">牵着手骄傲的穿过人群<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">站在扶梯上看你<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">走累了 骑在你背上<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">难过时抱着你流眼泪<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#c00000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">替你回忆原来的人（憋气）<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312"> </span> </div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#ff0000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">早晚<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#ff0000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">早有多早 晚有多晚<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#ff0000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">所谓天意也许就是这个意思<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312"><font color="#ff0000">站了这么久<span lang=EN-US> </span></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#ff0000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">悬着一颗心<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#ff0000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">跌跌撞撞才明白了许多<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#ff0000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">希望马上时间过去十年我们还是我们<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#ff0000"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312"> </span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#ff0000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">太多的顾虑会破坏此刻最甜蜜的状态<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font color="#ff0000"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">透过眩目的彩色条纹寻找只属于我们绝境<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">宝<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">盒<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">里<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">的<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">爱<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312"> </span> </div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">给<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;font-family:楷体_GB2312">你<span lang=EN-US></span></span> </div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"> </div> <div></div></span> <img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-6800120644784334138&page=RSS%3a+%e5%ae%9d%e7%9b%92%e9%87%8c%e7%9a%84%e7%88%b1&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=onlyjingapril">http://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!5348.entry#commenthttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!5348.entryFri, 02 May 2008 23:42:34 GMT0blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!5348/comments/feed.rsshttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!5348.entry#comment2008-05-02T23:47:27Zhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!3840.entry<div> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#400080" size=2>喜欢看自己睡醒的样子</font></span> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">有时面无表情的看自己</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">却感觉很陌生</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">业内人说</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">人活假了</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span lang=EN-US><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#400080" size=2> </font></span> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">这不是假期</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">是过五关斩六将的消遣</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">大声地笑</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">听笑话我却能睡着</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">是累了</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">有时总在嫌弃自己</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">所以假装的不太平易近人</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">我恋爱了</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">并且很幸福</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">有你在的地方</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">我很放心</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">喜欢看你骄傲的表情</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">情不自禁的流露美好的状态</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">此时的我</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">心存感激</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span lang=EN-US><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#400080" size=2> </font></span> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">情不自禁的流泪了</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">为他们可惜</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">这难道就是爱情？一切太快</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">来不及</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">全情投入</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">不离不弃</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">暴烈性情</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">细致入微</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">闪亮着明媚的物质</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#400080" size=2>然而</font></span> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">此时彼刻</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">残存下的似乎只是那翻腾着的过去</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">和</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">交错瞬间的心照不宣</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">轻快闪身</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">彼此掠过</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#400080" size=2>怎么也没想到结果会是这样</font></span> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">假如是我们</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">结果会不会改变</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span lang=EN-US><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#400080" size=2> </font></span> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">会害怕</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">想象</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">讨厌你问我如果</span> </font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">神经质</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">嫉妒</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">生气</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">抓狂</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">沉默</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">报复</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">在乎</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">讨厌自己俗的彻底</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">那时忘了开始的初衷</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#400080"><span style="font-family:宋体">转过头才觉得</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">自己其实更狼狈</span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#400080" size=2>这一切因为我在乎你</font></span> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体"></span>  <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#400080" size=2>是我离不开你</font></span></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-6800120644784334138&page=RSS%3a+%e6%ad%a4%e6%97%b6%e7%9a%84%e6%88%91++%e5%bf%83%e5%ad%98%e6%84%9f%e6%bf%80&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=onlyjingapril">http://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!3840.entry#commenthttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!3840.entryWed, 13 Feb 2008 03:16:10 GMT3blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!3840/comments/feed.rsshttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!3840.entry#comment2008-02-13T03:16:10Zhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!3825.entry<div> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#3f3151"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">久违了</span><span lang=EN-US>msn </span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#3f3151"><span style="font-family:宋体">这一年又过去了</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">怎么过得？似乎天天都在忙碌</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">猛地一问</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">却张张嘴说不出来</span></font></font> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#3f3151"><span style="font-family:宋体">时间就像是鞭子</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">不紧不慢的抽打着似陀螺般旋转的我们</span></font></font> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#3f3151">让我们辨不清方向</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><span lang=EN-US><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#3f3151"> </font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#3f3151"><span lang=EN-US>2007</span><span style="font-family:宋体">年底</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">我想结婚了</span></font></font> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#3f3151"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">生命周而复始</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#3f3151">你刚在怀疑人生的意义</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#3f3151">他就把一份看得见摸得找的幸福捧到你面前</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#3f3151">对于新的一年</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#3f3151">我的心中仍像小孩似的充满期待</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#3f3151">但这期待因为经历过的无常而变得不那么轻盈</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><span lang=EN-US><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#3f3151"> </font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#3f3151">如何又一年</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#3f3151"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">翻开老照片</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">发现爸爸妈妈都不再年轻</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">那刻突然有些心酸</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">有些感动</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#3f3151"><span style="font-family:宋体">幻想更多</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">想要的更多</span></font></font> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#3f3151"><span style="font-family:宋体">有时候发了疯的嫉妒</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">好像深呼吸便能排出怨气</span></font></font> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#3f3151">是真的在乎</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#3f3151"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">谢谢你</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">谢谢你让我想结婚</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#3f3151"><span style="font-family:宋体">籍由婚姻</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">让我长大</span></font></font> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><span lang=EN-US><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#3f3151"> </font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#3f3151"><span lang=EN-US>2008</span><span style="font-family:宋体">年</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">我们要幸福</span></font></font> </font> <p style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span lang=EN-US><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#3f3151" size=2> </font></span></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-6800120644784334138&page=RSS%3a+2008%e5%b9%b4%e6%88%91%e4%bb%ac%e8%a6%81%e5%b9%b8%e7%a6%8f&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" 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0cm 0pt;text-align:right"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">得到的话语那么犀利<span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-align:right"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">美丽的不是雨天<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-align:right"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">而是能与你共度雨天的回忆<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-align:right"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">很可惜雨天我们都没有撑过同一把伞<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-align:right"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI"><span lang=EN-US style="font-family:幼圆">---</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">原来一切都变了<span lang=EN-US></span></span></font></font></font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">工作让我渐渐没有时间胡思乱想但每天<span lang=EN-US>0.1</span>秒的间隙 那些记忆又在涌现 每天百听不厌的那段音乐 前奏想起 我便无法自拔的思念你<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">我以为天真的爱情都是幻想出来的只要努力愿望会实现 也许这就是命<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">从分开到现在我开始平静 虽然仍会想念 牵挂 但应该尊重彼此的选择 从前的回忆 微笑的 落泪的<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">把爱放下也许会走得更远<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">爱会变成一种纯粹属于内心的东西无所谓忘记和失去<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">相逢不是恨晚就是恨早 太早遇见了你 不懂去爱 太晚遇见了你 身边已经另外有一个人<span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">也许这并不是单纯并不是每个灵魂都可以如此契合 而我们却曾经幸运的遇到 心中盈满了感动<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">属于任何一个人的悲哀我们都曾经会遭遇 人不是不会改变 只是看他愿为谁改变 能不能学会把爱和感激深深的放在心里 只求交心不追求完美<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">都别再难过虽然这不是我要的结果<span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI"><span style="font-family:幼圆">旋转木马总是在追赶前面的人 却忘了回头望一望 一直以来 把自己的生活理想化 其</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">实</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">我的故事只是</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">个</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">笑</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">话</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-family:幼圆"> </span></font></font></font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI"><span style="font-family:幼圆">有</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">时</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">候只想和</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">你</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">一</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">样</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">沉默而就在沉默中 我</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">们</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">失去了彼此<span lang=EN-US></span></span></font></font></font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI"><span style="font-family:幼圆">每次都</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">说</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">再</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">见</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 是</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">真</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">的想和</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">你</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">再</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">见</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 但</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">你</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">我之</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">间</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 无法忘</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">记</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">那些</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">谎</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">言和</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">难</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">以解</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">释</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">的故事<span lang=EN-US> </span></span></font></font></font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI"><span style="font-family:幼圆">有太多的回</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">忆</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">我想重</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">来</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">一次把</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">爱渐渐</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">放下 也</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">许会</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">走更</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">远</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 何必去苛求</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">从</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">前 想象</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">你</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">在身</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">边</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> </span><span style="font-family:幼圆">紧紧</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">地</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">拥</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">抱<span lang=EN-US> </span></span></font></font></font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI"><span style="font-family:幼圆">爱</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">情一</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">个</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">人</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">挣脱</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 一</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">个</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">人</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">捡</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-family:幼圆"></span></font></font></font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI"><span style="font-family:幼圆">不</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">会</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">再</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">问为</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">什</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">么</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 我相信我听到的</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">话</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 那是一</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">个</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">不能割舍的人所以我相信</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">你会</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">幸福的 求</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">你别</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">再回</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">头</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 下一次我不</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">会</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">退</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">缩</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 一定</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">会</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">把</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">你</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">留在我身</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">边</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-family:幼圆"></span></font></font></font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-family:幼圆"><font face="Segoe UI" color="#205867" size=3> </font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI"><span style="font-family:幼圆">太容易感</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">动</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">不是件好事也</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">许</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">原本</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">应该发</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">生的事情 在我的一念之</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">间</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">被莫名的改</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">变</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">了一切失去了</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">它</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">原本的意</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">义</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 好像是</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">种惩罚</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 是</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">种</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">不</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">计</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">后果的自</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">杀</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-family:幼圆"></span></font></font></font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI"><span style="font-family:幼圆">我知道如今</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">没</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">有人再可怜我 再</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">说</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">什</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">么</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">都是自</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">讨</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">苦吃只怪自己太</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">执</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">着 太在乎那</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">缥缈</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">的感</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">觉</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 人</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">没</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">有了 感</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">觉</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">便</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">变</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">成自我安慰的工具幻想再幻想 我慢慢的</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">变</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">成了白天都</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">会</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">做</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">梦</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">的白痴<span lang=EN-US> </span></span></font></font></font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI"><span style="font-family:幼圆">其</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">实</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">我</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">习惯</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">了依</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">赖别</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">人即使常常</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">争吵</span><span style="font-family:幼圆"> 常常</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">觉</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">得太冷漠 太自私 但我</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">还</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">是希望身</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">边</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">有人能听我</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">唠</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">叨 而</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">现</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">在所有的一切都</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">烂</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">在了心里不再相信 不再</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">认为现实</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">和幻想成正比 也</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">许</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">我不太适合</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">过</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">正常人的生活<span lang=EN-US> </span></span></font></font></font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI"><span style="font-family:幼圆">人</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">终</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">究是自私的 </span><span style="font-family:幼圆">牺</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">牲</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">别</span><span style="font-family:幼圆">人 成全自己 也许这样才能得到幸福<span lang=EN-US></span></span></font></font></font></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">最近说了太多龌龊的话觉得自己很无耻<span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">现在我已经不是妖精了看着本来的自己多少有些留恋 但现实让我不得不去面对支离破碎 我不是软弱 是为了给彼此留个好印象<span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-family:幼圆"><font face="Segoe UI" color="#205867" size=3> </font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">和孩子们在一起是件快乐的事他们很容易满足 会有点羞涩的对你说 老师我喜欢你 那些最单纯的时光 我只有从他们身上重温了 从内心羡慕他们<span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">有些事重来一次时你会发现结果和最初想象的并不同 没有什么后悔 有些事也无法重来<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt"><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">要珍惜身边的一切</font></font></font></span></div> <div style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt" align=right><span style="font-family:幼圆"><font color="#205867"><font size=3><font face="Segoe UI">妖精de蜕变 到此结束<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div><font face="Segoe UI" color="#205867" size=3> </font></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-6800120644784334138&page=RSS%3a+%e8%af%b4&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=onlyjingapril">http://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!3802.entry#commenthttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!3802.entryFri, 24 Aug 2007 23:47:49 GMT4blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!3802/comments/feed.rsshttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!3802.entry#comment2007-08-24T23:49:21Zhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2912.entry<div style="width:500px;height:500px" align=right><img height=515 src="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFZnk26anMQ31Xi1WmPieeRjico7ltK7kgnE5MywUh4U8y5wmHdyR-bx" width=501 align=topcenter> <div align=center> <table height=160 width=730 align=left background="http://www.spacemsn.net/bbs/attachments/081_NRaZOoA0oeRG_4dBQj47yqO2s.jpg" border=0> <tbody> <tr valign=center> <td> <div align=center><font face="Lucida Handwriting, Cursive, Simsun" color="#ed451b">NOTE1</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Lucida Handwriting, Cursive, Simsun" color="#ed451b">很久很久 遇不到势均力敌的对手  </font></div> <div align=center><font face="Lucida Handwriting, Cursive, Simsun" color="#ed451b">你要的 他做不到 他要的 你给不了</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Lucida Handwriting, Cursive, Simsun" color="#ed451b">这时 你会希望 有弥散开的橘色灯光 正中新意的音乐</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Lucida Handwriting, Cursive, Simsun" color="#ed451b">两个人席地而坐 可以全然安静下来 </font></div> <div align=center><font face="Lucida Handwriting, Cursive, Simsun" color="#ed451b">你们什么都不是 不存在任何关系的束缚</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Lucida Handwriting, Cursive, Simsun" color="#ed451b">你们只是这一切中的 龙套甲 龙套乙</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Lucida Handwriting, Cursive, Simsun" color="#ed451b">彼此只有几句简单的台词 部交流的时候各自有各自的坦然</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Lucida Handwriting, Cursive, Simsun" color="#ed451b">这里面就有了浓到无法化解的理解和从容</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Lucida Handwriting, Cursive, Simsun" color="#ed451b">是两个人并肩面对这看不清的世界 所能给出的最美好而坚定的回应</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Lucida Handwriting, Cursive, Simsun" color="#ed451b">NOTE2</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">我要独立的人生 要清淡简单的爱 要松散自由的爱</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">NOTE3</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">谁也不是谁的天使 </font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">在回忆与遗忘的交锋中 迸发的是错觉的火花</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">我一直相信 回忆是错觉 现实是真实 未来是彼岸</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">爱 是偶然的事 又何必在意</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b"></font> </div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">为什么一定要两个人在一起呢？ </font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">越长大 越觉得此事可疑</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">有人与你缔结稳定的关系 相互给予照顾 毕竟妥当是很好的事情</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">假若没有这样的人 可以与你相互协调 又或者你并不愿意把自己的一部分付诸于恋爱琐碎中</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">那也许就没有必要暗示自己 要胁迫自己去寻求恋爱吧</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">并不是大部分人所遵从的就适合自己</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b">可是总在不自知的情况下 循规蹈矩 亦步亦趋</font></div> <div align=center><font face="Comic Sans MS" color="#ed451b"></font> </div></tbody></table></div></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-6800120644784334138&page=RSS%3a+%e5%ad%a6%e4%bc%9a+%e4%b8%8e%e8%87%aa%e5%b7%b1%e7%8b%ac%e5%a4%84+%ef%bc%88%e4%b8%80%ef%bc%89&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=onlyjingapril">http://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2912.entry#commenthttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2912.entryTue, 26 Jun 2007 23:59:36 GMT2blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2912/comments/feed.rsshttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2912.entry#comment2007-07-07T01:00:41Zhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2904.entry<div align=center> <table height=260 width=716 align=right background="http://www.spacemsn.net/bbs/attachments/081_NRaZOoA0oeRG_4dBQj47yqO2s.jpg"> <tbody> <tr> <td> <div align=center> <span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">两个月没碰咖啡</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></div> <div align=center><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">几乎忘记了它的味道</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">不想</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">也不依赖</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">习惯突然的改变</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">自己竟然没有发现</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">在家混混沌沌的过了</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman">1</font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">个月</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">一路倒走</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">看到的都是败局</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">躺在床上</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">无论用什么姿态都可以入睡</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">可以清醒</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">原来自己依赖的是自由</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">甚至纵容</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">鼻咽</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">咽炎</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">每晚搞得我很狼狈</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">早晨醒来依旧苦痛</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">无法控制的张望</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">心里还是不安</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">却总不能丢下一句抱歉就走</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">可我却找不到宣泄的出口</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">一个被安置在体内的定时炸弹</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">会在无任何征兆的情况下</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">宣告我死亡</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">自生自灭</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">安静的进行</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">不计较是不是妥协的开始</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">你多久才能丢了原来的我</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">我依然违背说过的话</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">投奔了沉默的你</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">深知一切</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">我还是做了</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">一切因我而起</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">自己竟与任何人无关</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">如果</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">你是我的天使</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">我是你的翅膀</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">我们彼此分离</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">只是</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">你落入人间只得行走</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">我不甘心坠落</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">所以不知疲惫的盘旋</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">我长大了</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">脸上不再挂有泪珠</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">为何</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">我却感到风打在脸上</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">仅仅一个细微的动作</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">都让我觉得泪痕经过的地方</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">又皱</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">又疼</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">我怀念的</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff;font-family:宋体">同时离开</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#3366ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt;text-align:right" align=right><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#ff6600;font-family:新宋体">。。。据说世界上的笑容和眼泪的量是一样的，</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#ff6600;font-family:宋体"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt;text-align:right" align=right><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#ff6600;font-family:新宋体">如果说要是在你笑的时候有人必须要哭泣，</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#ff6600;font-family:宋体"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt;text-align:right" align=right><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#ff6600;font-family:新宋体">我愿意哭泣，你只要笑就好了。。。</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#ff6600;font-family:宋体"></span></div> <div style="line-height:11pt;text-align:right" align=right><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#ff6600"><font face="Times New Roman">               </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#ff6600;font-family:新宋体">———摘自科教喜剧《满城全是金字塔》</span></div></tbody></table></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-6800120644784334138&page=RSS%3a+%e6%8a%95%e5%a5%94&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=onlyjingapril">http://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2904.entry#commenthttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2904.entryWed, 20 Jun 2007 01:13:40 GMT0blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2904/comments/feed.rsshttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2904.entry#comment2007-06-20T01:35:50Zhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2900.entry<div> <table style="width:442px;height:442px" bordercolor="#000000" cellspacing=13 background="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFZjtQGQmXfIFXMx9MS0ibKpBbmCpXPzaDSigJTn5IOZnD_2xlAul_EC" border=0> <tbody> <tr> <td> <div> </div> <tbody> <div></div> <div><font face="Geneva, Arial, Sans-serif"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">You said goodbye, I fell apart</span> </font></div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I fell from all we had</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">To I never knew, I needed you so bad</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">You need to let things go, I know you told me so</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I've been through hell, to break the spell</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Why did I ever let you slip away</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Can't stand another day without you</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Without the feeling, I once knew</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I cry silently, I cry inside of me</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I cry hopelessly</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I cry, cause you're not here with me</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Cause I'm lonely as can be</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">If you could see me now</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">You would know just how</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">How hard I try, not to wonder why</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I wish I could believe in something new</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Oh, please somebody tell me it's not true </span></div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I'll never be over you</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Why did I ever let you slip away</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Can't stand another day without you</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Without the feeling, I once knew</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I cry silently, Ooh, I cry inside of me</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I cry hopelessly</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I cry, cause you're not here with me</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Cause I'm lonely as can be yeah</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again yeah</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">If I could have you back tomorrow</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">If I could lose the pain and sorrow</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I would do just anything</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">To make you see, you still love me</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I cry silently, I cry inside of me</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I cry hopelessly</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Cause I never no no never breathe your love again</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">I cry, cause you're not here with me</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Cause I'm lonely as can be yeah</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial">Cause I know I'll never breathe your love</span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"> </span> </div> <div align=left><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">聆听我简单</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">谦卑的人所剩无几</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"> </span></div> <div align=left><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">总觉得</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">即使纵使离我而去</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">我还会记起某日铮然闪烁的记忆</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"></span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">某些凝视而模糊闪现的画面</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"></span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">某些旋律突然引发的手足无措</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"></span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">谁离开谁</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"><span>  </span></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">都没有什么大不了</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"></span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">但这真的是我想要的结果么</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"></span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">你我见证了成长的过程</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"> </span></div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">总有一种无法割舍的感情在心里</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"></span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">原来心里的刺早就有了</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"> </span></div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">对于未来</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">我没有把握</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">更不可能承诺</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"> <span lang=EN-US></span></span></div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">不想去说太多煽情的话</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:Arial"></span> </div> <div style="line-height:12pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">能做得只有珍惜现在</span></div></tbody></tbody></table></div> <div></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-6800120644784334138&page=RSS%3a+IF+TOMORROW+NEVER+COMES&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=onlyjingapril">http://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2900.entry#commenthttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2900.entrySun, 10 Jun 2007 05:13:30 GMT0blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2900/comments/feed.rsshttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2900.entry#comment2007-06-10T05:17:11Zhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2897.entry<div align=center> <table style="width:300px;height:450px" bordercolor="#000000" cellspacing=13 align=left background="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFZW6fozdjY_FbbJk9ylRxpCAcv7B9sDAQrG7-C86JnoF7zl_ZoNYp7Y" border=0> <tbody> <tr> <td> <div></div> <tbody> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">第一次这样抱着小蛋哭</span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">声嘶力竭的哭 </span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">苦累了</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">擦擦眼睛</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">忍着头痛入梦</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">竟然梦见你</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">一切是那么真实</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">可信</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">潜意识的活动性做梦</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">醒来我依旧晕晕</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> <span lang=EN-US></span></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">鼻子</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">喉咙</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">眼睛</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">病痛加深</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">他们之间应该有连带关系</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">吃了药后</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">继续入梦</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">直到听到</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff">0932 </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">惊醒</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">我们无法回到从前</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">纯洁</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">真诚</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">毫无设防</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">想听到一种声音</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">告诉我答案</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">世界在灿烂的阳光下微笑</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">我疲惫的挣开双眼</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">努力想把一切痛苦忘记</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">现实终究和梦不同</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">触手可及的幸福又显得那样模糊</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">而我却希望永远活在梦里</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">那样自由</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">美丽</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">幸福</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"></span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">那是最后一声问候</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">终结所有开始</span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体"></span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff">哭后才发现 原来没人爱我 胜过自己</span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff"> </span></div> <div style="line-height:10pt"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff;font-family:宋体">我很想去海边</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:#6600ff">   </span></div></tbody></tbody></table></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-6800120644784334138&page=RSS%3a+%e8%ae%b0%e5%be%97%e8%a6%81%e5%bf%98%e8%ae%b0&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=onlyjingapril">http://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2897.entry#commenthttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2897.entrySat, 09 Jun 2007 02:45:41 GMT0blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2897/comments/feed.rsshttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2897.entry#comment2007-06-09T02:54:40Zhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2772.entry<div><span style="font-family:宋体-18030"><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600">疯婆子<span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></span></div> <div><span style="font-family:宋体-18030"><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600">几天不出门 我习惯了 疯婆子的行头 慵懒 自然 偶尔照镜子能吓坏自己<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <div><span style="font-family:宋体-18030"><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600">最近的一个周期 忙碌 忙碌 在忙碌 忙得不亦乐乎 忙得躺下便能入梦忙得一点都不想你<span lang=EN-US></span></font></font></font></span></div> <table style="width:369px;height:450px" bordercolor="#000000" cellspacing=13 align=right background="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFa-c-RvXJ5XS-GS9uJtM46fgzlmHfZL5cuZFGv9bQfd2hqgOecutVnX" border=0> <tbody> <tr> <td> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2> </font></div></tbody></table> <div><span style="font-family:宋体-18030"><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2>生活中。总需要些什么用来深刻的怀念。比如。<span lang=EN-US>[</span>你</font><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span lang=EN-US>]<br></span>生活中。总需要些什么用来闲散的讲述。比如。<span lang=EN-US>[</span>我</font></font></font><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span lang=EN-US>]<br></span>生活中。总需要些什么用来清快的遗忘。比如。<span lang=EN-US>[</span>他<span lang=EN-US>]</span></font></font></font></span></div> <div><span style="font-family:宋体-18030"><span lang=EN-US></span></span><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2> </font></div><span style="font-family:宋体-18030"><span lang=EN-US> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">突然想把头发剪去</span> </font></font></font></div> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">剪去从前</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">重新开始</span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">但朋友说</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">那样会好丑</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">一无所有</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">丑又算什么</span></font></font></font></div> <div><span style="font-family:宋体"></span><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2> </font></div></span></span> <table style="width:300px;height:418px" bordercolor="#000000" cellspacing=13 align=left background="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFaevIOHj1ibl0DOT2YjMrWKi402mGgN9MW0oV3DCCV9vA4EpxEm08tg" border=0> <tbody> <tr> <td> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2> </font></div></tbody></table> <table style="width:259px;height:450px" bordercolor="#000000" cellspacing=13 align=center background="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFYfYMMwf_TyZtqIFZvmQAQ-1r1wvole4WMtIeGpjBWkT77LSGH81Wz6" border=0> <tbody> <tr> <td> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2></font> </div></tbody></table> <table style="width:300px;height:228px" bordercolor="#000000" cellspacing=13 align=right background="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFZag3QC8Y_PDlrVACsJvpPokjpfi4-tl11UOhgupGCwWDLbQOxPdviC" border=0> <tbody> <tr> <td> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2></font> </div></tbody></table> <div><span style="font-family:宋体-18030"><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2></font></span></div> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2>最近不会失眠 不用输入音符来入睡 </font></div> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2>每天醒来 总是晕晕 回想昨天忘记作的事情 总之 一切都在混乱</font></div> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2>运动不到10分钟 湿淋淋 上气不接下气</font></div> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2>老妈说：“老实待会吧~ 自己不知道自己怎么回事？” </font></div> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2>夏天 偶尔总是在病痛中度过 自己依赖某种药物 在快要窒息的一刻帮我恢复</font></div> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2>我知道自己是怎么回事 </font></div> <div><font face="宋体" color="#ff6600" size=2></font> </div> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2>爱情抛开了幻想 便如同嚼蜡 </font></div> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2>但见泪痕湿， 不知心恨谁。---李白 </font></div> <div align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2>买了一条新裙子 想有机会你会看到</font></div> <div align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2>很想和你见一面 不说从前 只是寒暄</font></div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体"></span></font></font></font> </div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">我们彼此需要</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">但找不到一种合适的方式进入彼此</span></font></font></font></div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">于是</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">我们还是过着各自的生活</span></font></font></font></div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">有谁与谁的感情可以一夜之间突飞猛进</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">然后一如往昔的光鲜</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">最终永垂不朽</span></font></font></font></div> <table style="width:300px;height:408px" bordercolor="#000000" cellspacing=13 align=right background="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFY9-g8Lrpf8JjhPMfEO5If1gOydPvJG-veFWIfyugDpY_OUTN8H_Mt1" border=0> <tbody> <tr> <td></tbody></table> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">天真的人</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">更残忍</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">不会委婉的表达</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">手段决绝</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">方式直接</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">力度短促而钝重</span></font></font></font></div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">感情纠葛</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">我就这么完好的保留在记忆深处</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">静默时想起可以深存感激</span></font></font></font></div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">自己精心的乔装</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">坚持幻觉所捏造成口中的真相</span></font></font></font></div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">自己信以为真</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">然后泪流满面</span></font></font></font></div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">修饰过的画面</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">真假难辨</span></font></font></font></div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体">如果</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">有</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">如果</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">我想对你说</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">幸福</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">离我们很近</span></font></font></font></div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体"></span></font></font></font> </div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体"></span></font></font></font> </div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff6600"><span style="font-family:宋体"> <p><font size=3><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font color="#ffffff"><span style="font-family:宋体">我喜欢春晓</span> 一直喜欢 </font></font></font><font size=3><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font color="#ffffff"><span style="font-family:宋体">看着她</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">想剪头发</span></font></font></font></span></font></font></font></div> <div align=left><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff6600" size=2> </font></div> <table style="width:348px;height:303px" bordercolor="#000000" cellspacing=13 align=left background="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFbl4xC5HW4ZMCkNyKdCAU5I8LXsO0iGUmiYtRT26fkkoqc2jQRPwQ3r" border=0> <tbody> <tr> <td></tbody></table> <p>  <p>  <p>  <p>  <img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-6800120644784334138&page=RSS%3a+%e5%a6%82%e6%9e%9c%ef%bc%8c+%e8%af%b4%e3%80%82&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=onlyjingapril">http://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2772.entry#commenthttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2772.entryMon, 04 Jun 2007 05:46:27 GMT0blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2772/comments/feed.rsshttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2772.entry#comment2007-06-04T05:56:33Zhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2340.entry<div align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2></font></div> <div align=center> <table style="width:484px;height:304px" bordercolor="#000000" cellspacing=13 align=center background="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFZ3zBGwZaPK6h_b8dcFR-sdeIoRmhuBZzSOncJPCHiytkedyJhjk6cm" border=0> <tbody> <tr> <td> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2></font> </div></tbody></table></div> <div style="" align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">七嘴八舌</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">剖析一切</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=center><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2>只剩下躯壳的心在做些什么</font></span></div> <div style="" align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">这样凿空</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">你能比我开心许多</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">我站在这里</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">望着走过来的路</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">心里一阵酸楚</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">浮现的笑容</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">和第一次见你时的一样</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">羞涩</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">可爱</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">还有</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">心动</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">同样的错误</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">在不同的地方发生</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">这就是我</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">一个</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">不懂得</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">种刺的人</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">我敢说</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">下一次</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">还会依旧</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=center><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2>这就是我</font></span></div> <div style="" align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">说着</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">别人听不懂的话</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">想着</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">自己看不清的人</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">听着</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">那永远感动的歌</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=center><span style="font-family:宋体"></span><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2> </font></div> <div align=center> <table style="width:580px;height:430px" bordercolor="#000000" cellspacing=13 align=center background="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFYBGq7NeZ6mytGIRk58ePcMoZ7NZbvWXfgFRlQfNYwNbgtFa_9DpgL0" border=0> <tbody> <tr> <td> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2></font> </div></tbody></table></div> <div align=center><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2>  </font></div> <table style="width:339px;height:425px" bordercolor="#000000" cellspacing=13 align=left background="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFYapgXQGFQpZ3fdynX3j-D7w3HvSFXiW1thLQy8y9j2bzMH45mGihcU" border=0> <tbody> <tr> <td> <div><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2></font> </div></tbody></table> <div></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">一切</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">在沉默中</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">枯萎</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2>我在麻木中变成了疯子</font></span></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">幸福</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">太难寻找</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">笃信了你</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">为何反而变得更为不幸</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">无法委曲求全</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">注定相遇</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">然后走开</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">承认依赖了这种感觉</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">爱得不顾一切</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">因为你过于在乎</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">因此</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">我无法奉献一切</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">你静静的等待</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">天真的以为环境总有一天会改变的顺你心意</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">我笑自己</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">坚持了这么久的过程</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">不过是一场</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">荒唐喧哗的闹剧</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">融入了场景</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">却不知究竟为何</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">不顾一切</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2>曲终人散</font></span></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">我的结局</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">也许就是永远不会和我发生爱情的男人</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><span lang=EN-US><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2> </font></span></div> <div style="" align=right><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2>有时你会发现</font></span></div> <div style="" align=right><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2>当你的身体和一个人在一起的时候</font></span></div> <div style="" align=right><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="宋体, Simsun" color="#ff0080" size=2>你需要和另一个人交谈</font></span></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">当你和另一个人交谈时</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">你在想的却是第三个人</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">你想要什么</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">连你自己都不知道</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">最后</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">不是你放弃了爱情</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">就是他们放弃了你</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span style="font-family:宋体">在劫难逃</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">总有一个要先离开</span></font></font></font></div> <div style="" align=right><font face="宋体, Simsun"><font size=2><font color="#ff0080"><span lang=EN-US>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span><span style="font-family:宋体">话语</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">虚构</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">无须</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">对号</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">入座</span></font></font></font></div> <div align=right></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-6800120644784334138&page=RSS%3a+%e8%b5%b0%e5%88%b0%e8%bf%99%e9%87%8c&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=onlyjingapril">http://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2340.entry#commenthttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2340.entryThu, 31 May 2007 12:41:01 GMT0blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2340/comments/feed.rsshttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2340.entry#comment2007-05-31T12:41:01Zhttp://onlyjingapril.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A1A11E4D59D45AC6!2322.entry<table style="width:249px;height:349px" bordercolor="#000000" cellspacing=13 align=right background="http://byfiles.storage.msn.com/y1pTrJverPqlFb2xsGUWbKTt-l7XSR32CVHiPfJ8oUMrdZ_PlC2KBTZO-tkcpJ8uagK" border=0> <tbody> <tr> <td> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei" size=2></font> </div></tbody></table> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei" size=2><font size=3> <span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#ff0000">禁。</font></span></font> </font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#0080ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">安静</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">能听到自己的呼吸</span></font></font></font></div> <div><span style="font-family:宋体"></span><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#0080ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">神志不清</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">昏昏欲睡</span></font></font></font></div> <div><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="黑体, Simhei" color="#0080ff" size=2>身体开始禁止一切与我无关的事物</font></span></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#0080ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">丢下的东西</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">收拾得差不多了</span> </font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#0080ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">抛开借口</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">让我安静的去想你</span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#0080ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">假设</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">在心头跳跃</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#0080ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">如果假设成立</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">幸福会不会还是那样的轻而易举</span></font></font></font></div><font color="#256b7c"><span style="font-family:宋体"> <div><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="黑体, Simhei" color="#ff0000" size=3>泪。</font></span></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">最近</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">本能的总是口渴</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">不停的喝水</span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">直到弯下腰目睹吞咽的物体</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">从口中喷涌</span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">我笑了</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">任遐想触摸大脑皮层</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">摸索一个出口</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">去往一个未曾到达的地方</span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">那一刻</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">泪水从眼中无法控制的涌出</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">呼吸沉重</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">又一次本能的看着</span><span lang=EN-US>11</span><span style="font-family:宋体">位的数字</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">低吟着</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">却始终找不到一个姿势安静的入睡</span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">一句保重</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">微微睁开眼睛慢慢欣赏</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">不安的晃动着快要蒸发得身体</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">忍住眼泪不流</span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">不知何时</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">一切消失</span></font></font></font></div> <div><span style="font-family:宋体"><font face="黑体, Simhei" color="#ff0000" size=3>微笑。</font></span></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">连续失眠</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">不停的思念</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">挣脱</span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">想要翻身</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">得到真正属于自己的东西</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">发现自己还幼稚的认为</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">爱</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">可以作为交换的条件</span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">亦真亦假的故事</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">不知道发生了多少次</span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">从结局中判定</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">爱情</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">确实来过</span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">始终没有放弃</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">用尽力气拉近距离</span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">我微笑的看着自己</span><span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></font></div> <div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体">这是我</span> <span style="font-family:宋体">不是妖精</span></font></font></font></div><font face="黑体, Simhei"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-family:宋体"> <div><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:red"><font face="Times New Roman">00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000</font></span> </div> <div><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:navy;font-family:黑体"><font size=2>很多人说我写的文字 几乎看不懂 乱七八糟<span lang=EN-US></span></font></span> </font></div> <div><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:navy;font-family:黑体"><font size=2>是啊 从不喜欢用标点符号导致阅读时上气不接下气<span lang=EN-US></span></font></span> </font></div> <div><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:navy;font-family:黑体"><font size=2>实在抱歉！<span lang=EN-US></span></font></span> </font></div> <div><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:navy;font-family:黑体"><font size=2>心里有些说不出的话还有说不出的苦痛 其实 痛 并非源自感情<span lang=EN-US></span></font></span> </font></div> <div><span style="font-size:9pt;color:navy;font-family:黑体"><font size=2><font color="#3366ff">不想说 但不得不想<span lang=EN-US> </span></font></font></span></div> <div><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:navy;font-family:黑体"><font size=2>不想长大想回到永远童真的自己<span lang=EN-US></span></font></span> </font></div> <div><font color="#3366ff"><span style="font-size:9pt;color:navy;font-family:黑体"><font size=2>今天还会有雨的问候么？<span lang=EN-US></span></font></span> </font></div> <div><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:red"><font face="Times New Roman">0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000</font></span> </div> <div style="text-align:right" align=right><span style="font-size:9pt;color:red;font-family:宋体">快乐并非因为快乐</span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:red"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-size:9pt;color:red;font-family:宋体">而是因为人们时常悲伤</span><span lang=EN-US style="font-size:9pt;color:red"></span> </div> <div style="text-align:right" align=right><span style="font-size:9pt;color:red;font-family:宋体">人生的痛苦在于太想去把握原本无法�